I wasn’t sure what to write about today, so I asked my boss, Trish, for a suggestion, and she replied, “Summer,” and enumerated all the things I could write about: the last day of school, long days, freedom, watermelon, slamming screen doors, fireflies. She paused. “Do people in California even know about fireflies?” she asked. “No, we didn’t have them and I didn’t have slamming screen doors,” I said, thinking of the mid-century cuboid I grew up in, all sliding doors and sun decks. It was a place for cocktails, white lace minidresses and adultery, and how my conservative Catholic parents ended up there is one of life’s mysteries, though they grew up in Southern California, so I guess it was nothing remarkable.
Today the weather here is “June gloom,” so called because of the fog that envelops the coast, sometimes starting as early as mid-May and lasting into July, as it seems to be doing this year. This week we even had a windshield-wiper rain. It’s not summer rain as you get in a humid climate; it’s more like San Francisco in August, but not quite that cold. I am one of the few people I know who like June gloom, and I like it because it’s a brief respite from the coming warm (nice) and then hot (not always so nice) weather that can last well into January, bringing Santa Ana winds and fire, and which turns my skin into a dry mess: red, flaky, and crazy-itchy.
June gloom was a terrible thing when I was a teenager, because my friends and I took vows at the end of each school year that we would go to the beach every day, and if we could not, because we had jobs or summer school or parents who made us do something else, we would “lay out” (we were objects to the sun) on my sundeck or theirs as hours allowed. There were strict rules for how one went to the beach, lest one look like a tourist: you could only bring a towel, baby oil, and some change in order to buy a Tab in the afternoon at one of the little markets, but no beach bag was allowed to carry this in, and I don't remember how we managed that on our bikes. No food allowed, no beach chairs, no umbrellas (really bad) and the dress code excluded hats which might have shielded us from the sun, but allowed two-piece bathing suits, white shorts, a t-shirt and flip-flops or bare feet. A minimal time for laying out was three hours. Anything less, like on a June gloom day which might only yield a half hour or hour in the afternoon if at all, was a cause for anxiety. I once described this to a friend while living in another state and he said, “That doesn’t sound like any fun,” and that summed it up quite nicely.