I want to turn on an inside pitch.
I want to feel the ball against my bat.
I want to feel a death like that.
I read my daughters Cat In The Hat,
thought I was a good dad; that was rich.
I want to turn on an inside pitch.
I lost myself in husband fat,
dreamed of dusty diamonds, that old itch.
I want to feel a death like that.
I’ve sat where the players sat,
bitched where the players bitch.
I want to turn on an inside pitch.
The pitcher glares at me, tugs his hat.
I want to knock him in a ditch.
I want to feel a death like that.
Somewhere, my swing has lost its hitch.
Somewhere, my belly and the land are flat.
I want to turn on an inside pitch.
I want to feel a death like that.
-- James Cummins
This poem reminds me of the poem "Casey at the Bat." Is that deliberate?
Posted by: B. Jackell | October 05, 2010 at 11:48 AM
This is heartbreaking. Bravo.
Posted by: Laura Orem | October 05, 2010 at 01:35 PM
Thanks, Laura! And yes, B., this plays off the famous poem by E. L. Thayer. In fact, there's a whole series of Casey poems; the U of Chicago Press has a great book, "The Annotated Casey at the Bat," which brings about twenty or so of them together, as I recall. The last one is Casey at 70, who returns to hit a home run three miles or more to win the game--and then, in the locker room afterwards, chatting with reporters, tells them about his "goat gland" operation that has restored his youth and virility!
Posted by: early wynn | October 05, 2010 at 03:45 PM
Casey on steroids?
Posted by: B. Jackell | October 07, 2010 at 01:37 AM
Ha. That's one for you to do. Maybe denying it to a congressional committee?
Posted by: jim cummins | October 07, 2010 at 08:30 PM