If you'll believe me when I tell you I have tried
To understand pleasure, the beginning of pleasure,
You'll know exactly how I watched my mother
That morning lounging in the red plush chair
In the gray, submerging shadows of the parlor
As she talked on the phone:that I stared
With each of my five years at the tender
Curve of her ankle as it moved downt the high instep
Of her dry, clean, pale, and perfect foot and over
The toes, underneath to the arch. Oh, it just leapt!
It was the highest, most splendid arch,
More magnificent than the Arc de Triomphe in the newsreels
As the German soldiers marched beneath,
More delicate than the arches of the bridges
Of Venice, build by those gentlemen the Doges,
Paved by the feet of centuries of lovers
And saved from destruction by the American soldiers
On probably the same morning
I watched my mother's foot tense and relax,
And when she smiled down her long body at me,
And stroked my hair, and offered me the smooth beauty
Of her foot, and asked me, yes, to rub it just a little,
She said, right into the phone to whomever,
"Ahhh," the ah of the beginning of pleasure
That demands, even as it gives itself up,
That leaves you always ready to begin,
Always on the lip of things
Like a young harlot standing on the Bridge of Sighs
Waving goodbye to the soldiers of the losing side,
Waving hello to the soldiers of the winning side.
Ed note: This poem first appeared in the Atlantic Monthly. Donald Hall chose it for The Best American Poetry 1989. Paul Muldoon picked Orlen's poem "Song: I Love You. Who are You?" for the Best American Poetry 2005
Steve Orlen has died. We will post a remembrance of him here later today. Meanwhile, please share in the comment field your thoughts about this wonderful poet.
I am so sorry to hear this. Thanks for posting this lovely poem.
Posted by: Laura Orem | November 17, 2010 at 08:40 AM
The news that Steve passed away, has shocked and saddened us.
We are wish all nearest and dearest the strength to bare this lost. Our heart goes out to all.
In one of his last emails, Steve wrote “I've been madly working on poems every day, and
I'm afraid to do anything else, afraid that the muse will leave me!”
The muse has left and took Steve with her.
With love,Marcel and Bert
Posted by: Bert | November 17, 2010 at 03:16 PM
I was currently in his poetry class when Steve began feeling the effects of the disease that took him. I will never forget the bruteness by which he spoke, wrote, and mentored. We have lost a brilliant poet, friend, and mentor but have been left with the beauty in his poetry and the lessons he has taught us.
Forever in our hearts, Steve...
Randi
Posted by: Randi | November 17, 2010 at 11:24 PM
Excellent poem, major loss.
Posted by: Eric Rice | November 18, 2010 at 07:10 PM
Steve was at first an affront to me, when as his student I first gathered that he would suffer no pretenders, and allow very little use of cosmetics.
Posted by: David Jones | March 22, 2017 at 07:43 AM