Diane Ward, McGinty's Pub, Silver Spring, Maryland, Oct. 2018. Photo by T. Winch
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Never Walk Out of Your Life
consumer, you are biologically
natural and acceptable
and I am imitating a man
imitating a toddler’s attempt to walk
there are tiny white shoes that
fit my fingers – yet they’re useful to me
I am the armchair spectator as my life
collapses under the weight of desire, one deepest level
the flight circumnavigates my bed,
my table, my toilet, my self
your one syllable is sentence to me
your no-more-forgetting, a world
the lap is lost when you stand – a joke
until the body’s consumed by lap when it’s down
there’ll come a time: no amount of
bracelet enhances the arm devoid of content
there’ll come a time: to mention the name will be
proof of no claim to its object
I am bound by doors so seriously, to enter your
apartment is to enter the creation of your life from your body
in anticipation of the burst declaring movement
imperceptively portrayed, we, for one, can wait
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Diane Ward was born in Washington, DC, and currently lives in Oakland, California. She attended the Corcoran School of Art in DC and earned a doctorate in geography at UCLA. Her publications include a collaboration with Tina Darragh and Jane Sprague, #8 in the Belladonna Elders series; No List (no list) from Seeing Eye Books, Los Angeles; Flim-Yoked Scrim, Factory School; and When You Awake, New York: Portable Press at Yo-Yo Labs. Several of her poems have been set to music by the Los Angeles composer Michael Webster, including “Fade on Family,” which was performed in 2005 as part of The Society for the Activation of Social Space through Art and Sound series at the Schindler House in West Hollywood. “InHouse,” a constructed poem, appeared in Kindergarde, the first avant garde anthology for children.
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front: Rebecca Levenson, Diane Ward, Bernard Welt, Susan Campbell; back: Tad Wanveer, Terence Winch, Phyllis Rosenzweig, Doug Lang. Self-timed photo. Terence Winch's apartment, 1920 S St. NW, Wash. DC, early 1980s.
I love this poem. Thanks, Diane & Terence
Posted by: Barbara Henning | September 06, 2020 at 04:26 PM
Wonderful poem, thank you.
Posted by: Chris Mason | September 07, 2020 at 10:26 AM
Thanks for leaving a comment, Chris.
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 07, 2020 at 11:31 AM
Barbara---I suspected you would like it.
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 07, 2020 at 11:31 AM
Thanks, Terence. Wonderful poem and great photo.
Posted by: Phyllis Rosenzweig | September 07, 2020 at 11:41 AM
Thanks, Phyllis. Blame it all on Diane.
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 07, 2020 at 12:53 PM
Love this, thanks
Posted by: Becky Levenson | September 07, 2020 at 08:16 PM
Becky---thanks for checking in!
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 07, 2020 at 10:18 PM
I'm definitely committed to my life. As I feel it slipping away, I too am eyeing those doors. Thanks for posting.
Posted by: James Sherry | September 08, 2020 at 08:45 AM
James---thanks for stopping by.
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 08, 2020 at 10:26 AM
I've read this at least 12 times now (I wasn't exactly keeping track, but I'm under- not overestimating). It's full of amazing things. It moves in so many directions but feels completely resolved at the end, like it reached its goal. I'm going to hang onto it as an example of what poetry can do with the ordinary language we all talk.
You made a good poem!xo
Posted by: Bernard Welt | September 09, 2020 at 05:12 PM
Thanks, Bernard, for your comment. But you have to read it at least 20 times to really get it.
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 09, 2020 at 06:18 PM