Failure
I’m standing at the stove cooking pancakes
when in walks a goat.
The goat is black and white and gives me
a look over the bridge of his nose that I recognize
as a look of sadness.
And so I have a sad goat in my kitchen.
The tornado sirens have stopped.
He’s countertop height.
The cast on my arm under the sleeve
of my sweater isn’t visible to the goat, and I’m
glad for that. I flip the pancakes.
The goat shakes gently his beard, kicks
his left hoof, and stomps. I try to imagine
anything as smooth as a flipped pancake
as I wait for the other side to brown.
I was introduced to the work of Russell Edson, Charles Simic, James Tate and the French surrealist prose poets, including Charles Baudelaire, Arthur Rimbaud, and Guillaume Apollinaire early on in my writing life, in high school. Their influence is forever in my imagination, I think, as are the Surrealist painters. One day, I was standing in the kitchen in Kentucky cooking pancakes when I heard tornado warning sirens. This poem came out of that moment.
--Julia Johnson
The New York School Diaspora, Part Two: Julia Johnson
My post here last week, “The New York School Diaspora, Part One,” asserted that the values of the New York School of Poetry survive to enliven much of the strongest American poetry. James Tate’s work, incorporating what appreciative critics have called “the surrealism of everyday life,” represents a branch of this diaspora.
Julia Johnson’s “Failure” shares with James Tate’s work (in such poems as “The Buddhists Have the Field” and “The Distant Orgasm”) the marriage of the pedestrian and the unexpected. It shares one of the key convictions of New York School poetry: life is chaotic, resists explanation.
The poem’s title, “Failure,” sits at an oblique angle to the poem. We are tempted to think of how tragedy is goat-song, and how failures of character result in tragedy. There’s the expression, diluted by time, “I am the goat.” Is the goat a stray sacrifice? Why does he stamp? From whence his sadness? Why does the speaker cook pancakes when there is a cast on her arm? Why glad that her cast is hidden? Is the now-absent tornado connected with the goat? With guilt? Question marks rotate playfully, as in an old illustration of bewilderment. The incident, as solid and self-contained as a flipped pancake, calls to us. The cooking continues.
--Angela Ball
A fascinating thesis on the "NY School diaspora." Do the poets acknowledge the inbfluence of such poets as Ashbery, Koch and O'Hara?
Posted by: Karen Beckworth | May 26, 2021 at 12:25 PM
Very often, they do!
Posted by: Angela Ball | June 01, 2021 at 12:04 PM
The goat is a symbol of 2 things that come to mind - Bock beer (first), and Satan (a not-distant-enough second).
"If someone knows that they can get your goat, they will almost certainly stake it out to pasture."
- An old goat-milker
Posted by: Randy Capra | June 10, 2021 at 06:20 AM
Yes, thank you, Randy Capra.
Posted by: Angela Ball | June 19, 2021 at 05:29 PM
Also, there's the scapegoat.
Posted by: Karen Beckworth | June 19, 2021 at 11:47 PM