The New York School Diaspora (Part Four): Barbara Hamby [by Angela Ball]

               Ode on My Prison

This morning I read about a couple arrested
       for selling hundreds of tickets to heaven
which they said were made from pure gold
       and all you have to do is hand yours over
to St. Peter and you are ushered into paradise. Tito Watts,
       the mastermind of this scheme, told the police
Jesus gave him the tickets in the parking lot
       behind the KFC and told him to sell them
so he could pay Stevie, an alien Tito met at a bar,
       to take him to a planet made of drugs.
"You should arrest Jesus," said Tito. "I'll wear a wire
       and set him up." His wife agreed they both
wanted to leave Earth, and I know how she feels,
       because most newspaper stories are such a bummer—
sexcapades, lying, the Russians—so Jesus, where
       is my golden ticket? Not that I'm all that keen
to go to heaven, but I would like to go to Vietnam
       and Cambodia, though I guess a travel agent
could set that up for me, and I'm always fantasizing
       about dropping in on Haydon’s immortal dinner
and eavesdropping on Keats and Wordsworth or spending
       a fortnight in London in 1601, seeing Shakespeare
as Hamlet's father’s ghost, taking in the general squalor
       and maybe picking up some manuscripts
from the printing house floor, tucking them in my farthingale,
       and then taking off to Chawton Cottage to stalk
Jane Austen for a while, though in that dress it’s going to be hard
       to go incognito, so maybe I should wear black jeans,
and you may be forgiven for thinking that I’ve touched down
       on that planet of drugs, but who needs them
really when your mind can spin out its own delirium,
       a dream here, a phantasmagoria there, and right now
I'm fixated on Tito wired to bust Jesus, and doesn't it seem
       sometimes as if we’re hanging around the KFC
waiting for something supernatural to appear, not Jesus,
       but maybe Walt Whitman walking to New Orleans
with his brother, a cloud of words crowding out Stevie
       and the other aliens as Walt fuels his own dream
of America where we’re looking after each other instead
       of grubbing for all the moolah we can stuff
up our backsides, though a friend of my sister’s says that Earth
       is an alien penal colony, and we’re all doing time
for crimes against the universe, so I guess Stevie’s a rogue
       guard in the Florida penitentiary, and sometimes
my body does seem like a prison of sprains and back pain,
       my mind like the trenches at Verdun—the mud,
the mustard gas—yet when the war is over, I'm still alive,
       seem to have all my limbs, every cup of tea
is ambrosia, and if that’s not enough, it’s May, jasmine
       and roses are blooming, my heart clambering
over the clouds as if on wings, and I can’t help but think
       of Solzhenitsyn looking back on his years in the gulag
saying, “Bless you, my prison, for having been in my life.”

I usually start writing with an image (golden tickets to heaven) and then let my mind roam free and make wild associations. I love it when a poem surprises me, and this one did. It was like riding a roller coaster. I wrote it during the summer of 2018 in Florence. I had had a busy spring semester in which I hadn't had time to do much writing, but I had been collecting lots of starts and notes. I think I ended up writing 45 pages that summer, which turned out to be over half of my new book Holoholo. I was on fire. I doubt I'll see the like of that again, but I can always hope.

--Barbara Hamby

Barbara Hamby is the author of seven books of poems, most recently Holoholo (2021), Bird Odyssey (2018) and On the Street of Divine Love: New and Selected Poems (2014), all published by the University of Pittsburgh Press, which also published Babel (2004) and All-Night Lingo Tango (2009). She was a 2010 Guggenheim fellow in Poetry and her book of short stories, Lester Higata’s 20^th Century, won the 2010 Iowa Short Fiction Award. She has also edited an anthology of poems, Seriously Funny (Georgia, 2009), with her husband David Kirby. She teaches at Florida State University.

The New York School Diaspora, Part Four: Barbara Hamby

“Ode On My Prison,” from Barbara Hamby’s peripatetic new book, Holoholo, recalls Frank O’Hara’s celebration of the immediate, “Having a Coke with You,” that begins, “is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne.” Hamby’s imagined travelogue spools from news that  a couple has been arrested for “selling tickets to Heaven.”

In O’Hara-esque fashion, Hamby honors her subject by departure in pursuit of the extravagant choices it suggests.  Instead of a ticket to Heaven or O’Hara’s “warm New York 4 o’clock light,” she opts for “Vietnam and Cambodia” “Haydon’s famous dinner,” “Walt Whitman walking to New Orleans,” a “cup of tea,” “May,” “jasmine and roses.” The result is both baroque and colloquial. Invoking Shakespeare’s turn as Hamlet’s father’s ghost, Hamby then riffs on the bard’s trope of mind as prison by making hers “like the trenches at Verdun” and her body “a prison of sprains and back pain.”  Provided in lieu of the abstractions we expect, these harsh specifics are pure comedy.

The poem rejects the monotony of heaven in favor of the chaos of dailiness. It accepts the premise of earth as prison, one that—like Solzhenitsyn’s—inspires permanent gratitude from its inmates.

--Angela Ball

Comments

[Denise Duhamel]

Thank you Angela for writing about Barbara's fabulous new book Holoholo! This is one of my favorites from the collection.

[Alison Claire Jarvis]

Thank you for this! I have been a huge fan of Barbara Hamby for many, many years. Ordering HOLOHOLO right now!