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Ceasing to Be
The idea is simple. Lucretius wanted to rid
the world of death fear by writing
On the Nature of Things. He says we fear
death only believing the mind somehow
continues even after the skull that holds it
is broken and harmless vapor leaks out
into everything dissolving. It's
true I fear my death, but I fear
the death of others more, because that's
a death without death through which
I must live. Or I fear my death
for the death others will have to live through
without me. That and probably pain
are why people are afraid. Anyway a world
without death fear would be even more scary.
Not that it matters. Death and fear. One
hand of steel, one of gold. Even you
wouldn't know which to cut off or reach
out for first Lucretius, because it is always
very dark here in the future.
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Matthew Zapruder is the author most recently of Father’s Day and Why Poetry. He is editor at large at Wave Books, and teaches in the MFA in creative writing at Saint Mary’s College of California. [For more poems by, and information on, Matthew Zapruder, click this link.]
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Botticelli’s Primavera (Spring), 1482. Lucretius’ “De rerum natura” (On the Nature of Things) is a first-century BC didactic poem by the Roman poet and philosopher Lucretius (c. 99 BC – c. 55 BC), whose goal was to explain Epicurean philosophy to a Roman audience. The work begins with a tribute to Venus (at the center of this painting), but very quickly shifts its focus to the philosopher Epicurus.
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wow...what an insightful poem...thanks for posting...
Posted by: lally | July 25, 2021 at 11:26 AM
MDL: Glad you dug it.
Posted by: Terence Winch | July 25, 2021 at 11:46 AM
A poem of awesome depth and power. Thanks for this one, Terence.
Posted by: Howard Bass | July 25, 2021 at 11:54 AM
Howard: thanks for that comment.
Posted by: Terence Winch | July 25, 2021 at 12:04 PM
I love this poem.
Posted by: Barbara Henning | July 25, 2021 at 12:09 PM
Matthew Zapruder's one of my favorite poets, and a wonderful man. Thank you, Terence.
Posted by: Gerald Fleming | July 25, 2021 at 12:18 PM
I love this poem--especially the hand of steel or the hand of gold. Powerful reverie.
Posted by: Ann Bracken | July 25, 2021 at 12:42 PM
This poem is wise and wonderful. Lucretius always takes me to the idea of dinglichkeit (sp) which means “the thinginess of things.” Thanks both of you poets! Well, Lucretius too
Posted by: Clarinda harriss | July 25, 2021 at 01:13 PM
Great Poem. There is a fascinating book about Lucretius titled "Swerve" by Greenblatt. Highly recommend.
Posted by: Doug Pell | July 25, 2021 at 02:45 PM
Thanks for the comment, Jerry.
Posted by: Terence Winch | July 25, 2021 at 03:54 PM
Thanks, Clarinda. Great comment.
Posted by: Terence Winch | July 25, 2021 at 03:57 PM
Matthew Zapruder has a beautiful mind. Here, he unpacks existential dread with a ringing clarity, and calmly considers what it's like being yanked back and forth by those amazing gold and steel hands every living moment. How is he able to do this so lucidly in only 20 lines, in a poem that is both soothing and unsettling?
Posted by: Amy Gerstler | July 25, 2021 at 04:06 PM
"Death and fear. One
hand of steel, one of gold"
beautiful poem
Posted by: Grace Cavalieri | July 25, 2021 at 04:27 PM
I love this poem Death is indeed a mystery.
Posted by: Eileen | July 25, 2021 at 07:19 PM
Wow, thank you for this. Adds usefully & beautifully to the constant conversation in my mind.
Posted by: Elinor Nauen | July 26, 2021 at 08:10 AM
It seems Lucretius wants to take one reality, death fear, and change it into two, death and fear. but neither he nor we can separate them, living in darkness as we do. How much better to accept the fear and reflect on it, as this fine poet does!
Posted by: Peter Kearney | July 26, 2021 at 04:12 PM