And another regrettable thing about death
is the ceasing of your own brand of magic,
which took a whole life to develop and market —
the quips, the witticisms, the slant
adjusted to a few, those loved ones nearest
the lip of the stage, their soft faces blanched
in the footlight glow, their laughter close to tears,
their tears confused with their diamond earrings,
their warm pooled breath in and out with your heartbeat,
their response and your performance twinned.
The jokes over the phone. The memories packed
in the rapid-access file. The whole act.
Who will do it again? That's it: no one;
imitators and descendants aren't the same.
from the archive; first posted January 29, 2009. John Updike (March 18, 1932 - January 27, 2009) was dying when he wrote the poem.
Updike's late poems are amazing. Thanks for posting this one.
Posted by: Ursula Levin | September 06, 2021 at 01:02 AM
Brilliant. To have such ferocious clarity at the finish line is a mighty achievement.
Posted by: Terence Winch | September 06, 2021 at 09:47 AM