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Sobriqu(i)ets
On the corner of 12th and Market, a man says
Nihao, China and I’m in love,
I just don’t know it yet. One day, I’ll love
the slant of my eyes, their slashing stare.
I’ll love the ching-chong clamour of the old country
and my grandfather’s names: both the one
he was given and the one taken away
by the registrar’s pen. None of his siblings
had the same last name but I’ll love them too:
the Che’s and Chen’s and Chong’s, all laid out
like a racist’s naughty nursery rhyme.
I’ll be shook by my buck-toothed gook
reflection. I’ll be cool with my coolie shape
and my sideways drape, how easily
my body zipperheads into anything else –
a container of chowmein, a coin slot
cooter choking open. I’ll be someone’s
bamboo chink and kimchee kink, though bitch,
I’m not even Korean. I’ll stan
my Jackie Chan doyenne Chinaman
brand. I’ll idealize this Oriental disguise.
I hope I just don’t know it yet.
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Lyn Li Che was born in Malaysia. Her poems have been published or are forthcoming in Crazyhorse, Michigan Quarterly Review, Indiana Review, Gulf Coast, Waxwing, PANK, Passages North, Tupelo Quarterly, BOAAT, River Styx, and others. A 2021 Kundiman Mentorship Lab Fellow, she currently lives in New York City, where she works in tech strategy.
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Mohd Noor Mahmud, Siri Kala Kota Bharu series: Main Ayun, acrylic on wood, 2006
Wow--excellent poem!
Is there a typo in the 4th line from the end: "stan"? Or am I missing something (probably the latter!)?
Posted by: Howard Bass | January 16, 2022 at 06:28 AM
I’m trying to remember all the things I don’t know yet too.
Posted by: Doug Pell | January 16, 2022 at 06:40 AM
Howard, "stan" is slang and means a mix of stalker and fan. From Eminen's song, Stan.
Not everyone can be Korean, but I think everyone needs to stan this poem and poet!
Posted by: Jiwon Choi | January 16, 2022 at 06:46 AM
I checked out urban dictionary and found that "stan" is slang for someone who is a very zealous fan. Stan can also be a verb for liking something a great deal.
Lyn Li Che's skill at internal rhyme is like rap but better: "I’ll stan my Jackie Chan doyenne Chinaman..."
It is so painful/courageous to see all those slurs bundled together.
But isn't that what poetry is about: Truth?
Posted by: Mary Louise Kiernan | January 16, 2022 at 06:52 AM
Painfully beautiful poem, enhanced by the visual-- and may I take a moment to notice the art that, weekly, accompanies the poems with such boisterous beauty and accuracy.
I didn't know Lyn Li Che's work before and now I'll look for it.That's the good part about this weekly anthology.
Posted by: gracecavalieri | January 16, 2022 at 08:22 AM
This is a sonic powerhouse of a poem!
Posted by: Denise Duhamel | January 16, 2022 at 08:30 AM
Thanks, Grace. I'm glad you appreciate the visual complement
to the poems. But of course you would, as a poet & visual artist yourself.
Posted by: Terence Winch | January 16, 2022 at 08:33 AM
I love this beautiful poem and the artwork.
Posted by: Eileen | January 16, 2022 at 08:45 AM
"how easily/my body zipperheads into anything else...a coin slot/cooter choking open..."--this poem's an ear's feast.
Posted by: Don Berger | January 16, 2022 at 08:49 AM
to all of the comments above: ditto
Posted by: lally | January 16, 2022 at 08:57 AM
Eileen---thanks for the comment.
Posted by: Terence Winch | January 16, 2022 at 09:03 AM
I love the poem and very much appreciate the irony of learning a new American slang word from it!!
Posted by: Clarinda | January 16, 2022 at 10:13 AM
Excellent poem!
Posted by: Abbie | January 16, 2022 at 12:57 PM
Wow!
Nice visuals too!
Posted by: Susan Francis Campbell | January 16, 2022 at 02:09 PM
I agree with Denise -- the poem is a powerhouse. "like a racist’s naughty nursery rhyme" -- clever, daring, and cheeky at the same time. Rage controlled by wit.
Posted by: David Lehman | January 16, 2022 at 02:25 PM
This is a marvelous poem, but I like the title most of all: (s)nicknames that lurk in the quiet of your mind.
Posted by: Petert Kearney | January 16, 2022 at 05:48 PM
There's also beautiful poetry expressed in the facial pic of Lyn Li Che.
Posted by: Joel Weiner | January 22, 2022 at 09:50 AM