DEAR BERSERKER
The light came into my dream
from the right, so I opened my eyes
to a mulberry bicycle that Sam stole
heavenward in a poem of many errors.
Then I was puffed rice or a poisonous
enjambment. I ate a bowl of scrambled eggs.
I could’ve sworn I was drowning in the engines
of an airport. Patiently, I contrived
to replace the painted target
with a small silver policeman,
redacted from the force. But
all of that was earlier, before I drove
Agnes and Juliet to their final exams
in Algebra and Chemistry, and also
before I went back to blitzing in the denim
and dimming—sitting for my portrait
in the juice of a lemon. Sometimes
more than one of them puckers
a Venus Flytrap or rattles a contingent
of cloches that stream from the Exits to enter
the drag-strip, the testicle, the syrup
of The Muses. Why The Fates
and The Hours often fail to intervene
is a question. Why The Sirens often fail
to alert me to their presence is another.
I’m already dead when I notice the petunia.
This particular occasion is whatever/wherever
you want it to be, or merely the time I have left
before I go to meet Dean and drink more
of the oracular in the future where I’m shards
in the maw of the racehorse Conundrum. To start
or not to start? To stop or not to go? One thing
I can recommend is Andrei Voznesensky
via Anselm Hollo, where I, too, am hollow
and translated into a speakeasy, though
nothing’s ever easy that involves language,
and just to be clear, this is not
“channel surfing,” so don’t believe
the one-trick readers of ponies.
I have never been a pony, and this isn’t
some trick, it’s a real fucking miracle.
If you can’t see the ineffable in the shattered
geraniums of saints, then you have problems
that I can’t even begin to address.
Let’s just say we agree to split the baby birds
into teams—your failure of imagination
versus my deliberate distortions.
The long bombs get longer in the teeth
with every wallop. I’ve never met a shadow
in the light I didn’t like. The score
is a touchdown on an alien planet.
I am the alien at home in my amazement,
and you’re what comes in waves to destroy me.
--Matt Hart
I hope, if nothing else, you can tell that I enjoy tremendously the process of writing poems and that I am in all of them trying to discover something about, and/or be surprised by, language and life. Writing is always, for me, a celebratory occasion. Even when the shadows rise up and the darkness falls, there may be some possibility that the soul will be shattered or moved or redirected, and through that we might connect in some way to the self, other people, and the world. A poem is a call for a response, and any response is itself a new call.
--Matt Hart
Matt Hart is the author of nine books of poems, including most recently Everything Breaking/for Good and The Obliterations. A new book, Familiar, is forthcoming in 2022 from Pickpocket Books. Additionally, his poems, reviews, and essays have appeared or are forthcoming in numerous print and online journals, including Big Bell, Conduit, jubilat, Kenyon Review, Lungfull!, POETRY, and Waxwing, among others. He was a co-founder and the editor-in-chief of Forklift, Ohio: A Journal of Poetry, Cooking & Light Industrial Safety from 1993-2019. Currently, he lives in Cincinnati where he teaches at the Art Academy of Cincinnati and plays in the band NEVERNEW: www.nevernew.net.
The New York School Diaspora (Part Twenty-Nine): Matt Hart
Matt Hart’s surprising and provoking “Dear Berserker” is a story and an essay. So it is a real poem. I borrow that formula, of course, from Frank O’Hara’s “Why I Am Not a Painter,” in which he says, "One day I am thinking of / a color: orange." He begins to write: "Pretty soon it is a / whole page of words, not lines," and O'Hara is transported: "There should be so much more, not of orange, of / words, of how terrible orange is / and life. Days go by. It is even in / prose, I am a real poet."
Here, as in O’Hara’s poem, a self is under discovery, defined with and against the names that surround it: Agnes, Juliet; Anselm Hollo and the poet he translates, Andrei Voznesensky, “where I, too, am hollow / and translated into a speakeasy, though nothing’s ever easy that involves language.” Maybe not, but in Hart it is playful and punning, with an Ashberian enjoyment of cliché’s syntax. And is a kind of whistling in the dark, a counter to “how terrible orange is / and life.” According to Oxford Languages, a “Berserker” is “an ancient Norse warrior who fought in a wild frenzy.”
As ally against these warriors, Hart enlists the angel of surprise. The poem starts with the filmy line, “The light came into my dream,” but instead of something equally filmy, we get something exact: “from the right,” then the commonsensical “so I opened my eyes,” followed by the beautiful and puzzling “mulberry bicycle that Sam stole” (a mulberry-colored bike, a bike made from mulberry? Sam a miscreant neighbor?), then, “heavenward in a poem of many errors.” Perhaps Sam is S.T. Coleridge, levitating language in response to dejection. He is, after all, a poet known for error, at least in the case of the star he inserts between the horns of the crescent moon in “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner,” when in fact the dark moon is between those horns, and a star is impossible, dammit. (It should be noted that an older meaning of “error” is “wandering,” as in Milton’s streams of Eden in Paradise Lost, that flow “With mazy error, under pendant shades.” I would like to call Coleridge a “poet errant.”)
Poems that rely on animation of voice, on what has been called "ultra-talk," can sometimes look like a series of stunts. Not this one. The transformations the voice reports in its straightforward way aren’t arbitrary, but make nonsensical sense. For example, “Algebra and Chemistry” are well known scholastic berserkers. And the collisions the poem reports are comic in their absurdity—absurdity that nails something about the thing described. This section, for me the funniest in the poem, begins with writing frustrations and moves to academic ones:
. . . Why The Fates
and The Hours often fail to intervene
is a question. Why The Sirens often fail
to alert me to their presence is another.
I’m already dead when I notice the petunia.
This particular occasion is whatever/wherever
you want it to be, or merely the time I have left
before I go to meet Dean and drink more
of the oracular in the future where I’m shards
in the maw of the racehorse Conundrum.
“I’m already dead when I notice the petunia” is apt. In fact, were I of a tattoo persuasion, this might be my pick. (The problem with tattoos is that they trust the future. In this they are romantic.) Deans and other university administrators sometimes seem to dwell in a grandeur-filled future that will exist if we only implement this or that cut; survive on a pittance; serve a galloping purpose, outcome unknown.
From “nothing’s ever easy” onward, the poem challenges the unconvinced, advocating its own method while practicing it (the latter something that, to a certain degree, all the founding poets of the New York School do and that “Why I Am Not a Painter” does in spades).
and just to be clear, this is not
“channel surfing,” so don’t believe
the one-trick readers of ponies.
I have never been a pony, and this isn’t
some trick, it’s a real fucking miracle.
If you can’t see the ineffable in the shattered
geraniums of saints, then you have problems
that I can’t even begin to address.
“I have never been a pony, and this isn’t /some trick, it’s a real fucking miracle,” attacks the opposition with the winning vehemence of wordplay, a Groucho Marxian chicanery. “If you can’t see the ineffable in the shattered / geraniums of saints,” a gonzo version of William Blake’s “heaven in a wildflower,” dizzily shifts to logic and sanity: “you have problems / that I can’t even begin to address.” The close of Matt Hart’s “Dear Berserker” relies on a pledge he exacts from us to “see the ineffable” and make a home in “amazement”; though in so doing we choose a terrible vulnerability, as holy and foolish as Saint Francis eschewing bodily drapery for the sake of his home-hewn church. In this case, of course, the sanctuary is art, visible only to those who are civilized: uncertain, open to breaking.
--Angela Ball