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Too Late to Stop Now
This week I dragged the Xmas tree out like a corpse
I was homesick for mutual assured destruction and 1985
Love was a meeting of solitudes, the thin tissue around ornaments,
Anne in the neonatal unit saving junk-sick babies
I drank oolong tea in bed, read DeLillo, had a neck ache
Let the Words of my Mouth and the Meditations of My Heart
I rocked some preemie babies, made new cells, a couple of poems
Suddenly, Anne in hospital, lymph nodes, margins, ten inches of snow
I didn’t take anything personally except when I did
My neighbors telemark skiing, bonfiring their vanities
Anne lost numbers, words, minutes, space, knitting needles, life
There was still a God, and the maple apple Bundt cake went stale
I realized everyone was my dead mother acting in a Beckett play
I accepted this week all previous weeks prepared me for
with its nervous dirges and the Tibetan Book of the Dead
I was still this Elizabeth and the soul who claimed this Elizabeth
This week love in my pantry, on my doorstep, on my tongue,
the ice caps kept melting, a terrible sun.
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Elizabeth A.I. Powell is the author of three books of poems, most recently Atomizer (LSU Press). Her second book of poems, Willy Loman’s Reckless Daughter: Living Truthfully Under Imaginary Circumstances was chosen for “Books We Love 2016” by The New Yorker. Her novel, Concerning the Holy Ghost's Interpretation of JCrew Catalogues was published in 2019 in the U.K. Recent poems appear in The New Republic, American Poetry Review, Women’s Review of Books, among others. She is Professor of Creative Writing at Northern Vermont University.
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A stunner of a poem!
Posted by: Bill Nevins | March 10, 2024 at 11:40 AM
I loved WILLIE LOMAN's RECKLESS DAUGHTER And I love ELIZABETH POWELL -- and also her haircut which I like better than Beckett's.
Posted by: Grace Cavalieri | March 10, 2024 at 12:03 PM
Love this poem! Memory and elegy and witness all swirl into a startling ending.
Posted by: Denise Duhamel | March 10, 2024 at 12:16 PM
amen
Posted by: lally | March 10, 2024 at 12:30 PM
Brilliant!
Posted by: Nin Andrews | March 10, 2024 at 12:46 PM
Wow
Posted by: Jody | March 10, 2024 at 12:55 PM
I especially like the measured breath of each line, and the amount of life she includes in each, with great movement from one time or situation to another. She covers a lot of ground, musically. Nice poem Elizabeth, and thank you Terence for showing us.
Posted by: Don Berger | March 10, 2024 at 01:25 PM
Outstanding work -- from the simile in line one and thee nostalgia in line 2. There isn't a word I'd change (except maybe "DeLillo"). Grace Cavalieri is right on the mark.
Posted by: David Lehman | March 10, 2024 at 03:22 PM
Love the poem and the artwork!
Posted by: Eileen Reich | March 10, 2024 at 05:35 PM
This week love in my pantry, on my doorstep, on my tongue,
I take it all personally. Good poem!
Posted by: Susan Campbell | March 10, 2024 at 07:34 PM
I found myself breathing in unison with the lines
Posted by: Clarinda | March 10, 2024 at 10:28 PM
Love the sad whirlwind of life here
Posted by: Joanna Fuhrman | March 11, 2024 at 10:53 AM
Beautiful and painful. I just want to say "I'm sorry."
Posted by: Phyllis Rosenzweig | March 11, 2024 at 05:55 PM
Unpacking this poem by Elizabeth A.I. Powell is a rewarding challenge. Her poem teems with echoic references, hiding-in-plain-sight imagery, leavening musicality, and sheer, if also sly, delight in not only the act of poetry but also the art of poetry. I’ll start with the title: “Too Late to Stop Now.” I immediately thought of IT’S TOO LATE TO STOP NOW, Van Morrison’s two-LP live album released in 1974. One of the songs on it is “Into the Mystic,” a Morrison composition ending with these five words: “Too late to stop now.” I can also trace a through-line from Psalm 137 to the song it inspired, “Rivers of Babylon,” recorded by the Melodians, Dennis Brown, U-Roy, Boney M., and even Linda Ronstadt in a brief a cappella treatment. The sixth line of Powell’s poem, “Let the Words of my Mouth and the Meditations of My Heart,” varies in only three words from this line in that song: “Let the words of our mouth and the meditations of our hearts.” Elsewhere in her poem Powell employs antitheses to bracing effect: “homesick for mutual assured destruction,” “Love was a meeting of solitudes,” and “I didn’t take anything personally except when I did.” These contradictions are not just self-reflective but self-directed. They reveal a stark inexorability of fate or destiny culminating in “I realized everyone was my dead mother acting in a Beckett play” and “I was still this Elizabeth and the soul who claimed this Elizabeth.” No less impressive is Powell’s nimble wit in such phrases or lines as “bonfiring their vanities” (an obvious nod to Tom Wolfe’s 1987 novel THE BONFIRE OF THE VANITIES) and “I drank oolong tea in bed, read DeLillo, had a neck ache.” As wonderful a tour de force as, say, DeLillo’s 1997 novel UNDERWORLD may be, a “neck ache” from reading it in bed seems inevitable. That underscores another Powell gift: the compact revelations of her lists, including this one comprising line 11: “Anne lost numbers, words, minutes, space, knitting needles, life.” I hope it’s not too late to stop now and affirm Powell’s poem as preternaturally powerful. Bravissima!
Posted by: Earle Hitchner | March 19, 2024 at 04:55 PM
Thanks, Earle. I give your comment an A+.
Posted by: Terence Winch | March 19, 2024 at 06:34 PM