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She Said in Bed
When I die let my body fly.
Book me a trip on a rocket ship
and launch me at dawn. Play some
Hendrix and a Nina Simone song. Give me
a eulogy through a static headset. Let the
booster jets be my pallbearers and give
me a smoke plume in lieu of a tomb. And
everyone awake who tries to fake
some caffeinated joy can take their eyes
out of their latte chai and turn their face
to space instead.
What would you like for breakfast? I said.
She said in bed Let me sail on solar winds over
all of the lunar seas
past crises and clouds and tranquility
nectar and moisture and fertility
even past the pyramids NASA never lets us see
until my body passes right over the moon.
Let me float like a balloon until I’m over Venus—
the namesake of flytraps
the reason for jimmy hats
both deity and devil and a woman
at that. Let my ship land on a mountain cap
and let my body burn in a snowfall of lead. she said.
What do you want for breakfast? I said.
Let me bathe in 700 degrees
under storms of pure CO2.
Let me walk without shoes
on volcanic plains and wash my hair
in sulfuric rains just don’t leave me
down here. On Earth I watch
fathers get shot sitting in patrol cars
while cops shoot sons with empty hands.
Bury me
on a land where I can never stand
in air I can never breathe
on a planet I can never know
around a star I cannot see.
Let me leave this world when I am dead.
And chocolate chip pancakes please she said.
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Quincy Scott Jones is an associate professor at Barnard College, the poetry advisor for Columbia University Undergraduate Creative Writing, and the author of The T-Bone Series and How to Kill Yourself Instead of Your Children. His work has appeared in the African American Review, The North American Review, the Bellingham Review, Love Jawns: A Mixtape, and The Feminist Wire. With Nina Sharma he co-curates Blackshop, a column highlighting BIPOC artists. His graphic narrative, BlackNerd, is in the works. [Author photo by Dominique Sindayiganza]
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Harmonia Rosales, Birth of Oshun, detail, 2017, oil on canvas. Rosales uses Greek and Roman mythologies to draw viewers in, as in this work— modeled on Botticelli’s “Birth of Venus”—which depicts the Yòrúba goddess Oshun.
Loved it. Thanks.
Posted by: Phyllis Rosenzweig | April 14, 2024 at 11:05 AM
Brilliant! And the pics to go with it!!!
Posted by: Nin Andrews | April 14, 2024 at 11:06 AM
I love this playful yet serious poem and its brilliant deployment of rhyme. I said.
"Let me leave this world when I am dead.
And chocolate chip pancakes please she said."
Posted by: Bill Nevins | April 14, 2024 at 11:15 AM
I want those pancakes, too. I'm happily exhausted after reading this.
Posted by: Anne Harding Woodworth | April 14, 2024 at 11:50 AM
delighted in every word choice in this brilliantly deceptive paen to transcending suffering
Posted by: lally | April 14, 2024 at 11:54 AM
While feasting on this poem I felt like I was visiting some astonishing foreign country--what a thrill on this Sunday morning. Who doesn't or wouldn't love the two levels it's working on, the wishes upon dying and the breakfast scene, which appears in the poem so suddenly and wonderfully. And how those two realms end up blending in the mind together, and the rhyme that helps make the poem sail as it does. Quincy, what a poet you are! Terence what a curator of songs that makes our days! Another keeper here!
Posted by: Don Berger | April 14, 2024 at 11:55 AM
Don: great comment. Thank you.
Posted by: Terence Winch | April 14, 2024 at 12:25 PM
Delightful! I love the pacing in this poem! Love and death and pancakes. Bravo!
Posted by: Denise Duhamel | April 14, 2024 at 12:59 PM
I love this poem!!! Printing it out…And yes Terence, “playful and profound “…Thanks Terence and Quincy Scott!
Posted by: Sr. Leslie | April 14, 2024 at 02:49 PM
Leslie---thanks for the comment.
Posted by: Terence Winch | April 14, 2024 at 02:51 PM
I love this poem and the artwork!
Posted by: Eileen Reich | April 14, 2024 at 03:18 PM
Brilliant! The namesake of flytraps caught me and won’t let go. Each time I finish it I want to read it again. Thanks for sharing.
Posted by: Doug Pell | April 14, 2024 at 05:10 PM