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The Divinity WithinPrevious Post
Sometimes I write to try to figure something out
I hadn't understood before, that somebody else has said.
I've no idea what "the divinity within" might mean,
And yet I've heard it said so often that it must mean something
Everyone recognizes, whether they know what it really means or not.
It could mean we're created in God's image, if there were one,
Though I think it makes more sense the other way around,
Which is what I hope that Emerson and my mother had in mind.
It's not just that the supernatural makes no sense, and that the world
Is real enough without it. It's that each ordinary life seems at the same time
So miraculous it has to be divine, whatever that divinity might be.
Why do we think we're something other than we are? Look at the stars,
Or else don't bother, since there's nothing there to see. You realize
They're there, and yet you can't imagine what the worlds that they sustain
Could be like, or if those worlds exist, though there must be billions of them.
How could those lives be anything like ours, with its private sense of time
And memories that speak to me alone, like Sally's hair? Of course the inability
To feel them doesn't mean they can't be real, but what does real even mean
When it's applied to things we can't begin to understand? I understand this life,
At least I think I do. But how can a life that doesn't have this sense of self
Or the past or poetry, even if it's written in the stars, be one that speaks to me?
Perhaps instead of being part of something too immense to understand
Or inhabiting an expanding multiverse in which every possibility is realized
And equally real, each person's life might be in some sense all there is,
Whatever that might mean. I know it sounds absurd, but it isn't any more
Ridiculous than all those narratives of God I grew up trying to believe.
What makes a life divine isn't its perfection or its power, but its estrangement
From the world and the reflection of itself in all it sees. I wish I understood
What people mean by an eternal life. I only know that mine is singular,
Complete and coextensive with the transitory universe that it contains---
As though it were like God's and comprehended everything, but small.
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John Koethe's most recent books are Beyond Belief and Walking Backwards: Poems 1966–2016, both from Farrar, Straus and Giroux; and Thought and Poetry: Essays on Romanticism, Subjectivity, and Truth (Bloomsbury). “The Divinity Within” will be included in a new book, Cemeteries and Galaxies, to be published by FSG in April, 2025. [Author photo by Tom Bamberger.]
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William Blake, Albion Rose, ca 1794
Wonderful poem. I am such an admirer of John Koethe's work; it makes my world seem larger, deeper, richer. Thank you, John.
Posted by: Troy Jollimore | December 01, 2024 at 11:06 AM
excellent poem and post , thank you john and terence and william
Posted by: lally | December 01, 2024 at 11:11 AM
Interesting poem …John’s question “what is the divine within?”…what is divine?…what is the Divine? … What profound questions and especially today as we begin the season of Advent …as he keeps asking and searching, that journey will only lead him (and us) deeper in his relationship with God…himself and others…not in a linear quest but all untwined and often messy…this is a good poem to keep handy as I begin this Advent…once again, great selection Terence!… Thank you and thank you John!
Posted by: Sr. Leslie | December 01, 2024 at 11:13 AM
John Koethe's effort "to try to figure something out" is a tremendous journey the reader is thrilled to take with him, in this and all of his poems. What brilliance, pace, deliberation, and clarity! Once more Terence has shown us the way, helping us start the new week with a work of high art, in this case the highest.
Posted by: Don Berger | December 01, 2024 at 01:33 PM
Thanks for the comment, Prof. Berger
Posted by: Terence Winch | December 01, 2024 at 02:24 PM
Thanks, Leslie. Always good to get your perspective, esp. on matters divine.
Posted by: Terence Winch | December 01, 2024 at 02:51 PM
How wonderful to have this poem from my inimitable college classmate, John, a poem that thinks its way through the realities and unrealities that characterize the daily climate of our lives. As this poem makes clear, the principle underlying John's work is honesty, with himself and with his readers. And yet, there are the mysteries.
Posted by: Greg McBride | December 01, 2024 at 04:44 PM
This poem contains, well, everything! And "what cannot be spoken of ... is passed over in silence" (Wittgenstein).
Posted by: CH | December 01, 2024 at 06:16 PM
Koethe's sense of mystery and singularity is clear and resonates with me. We don't have to understand mystery to love mystery. God stopped talking so that he can live in his mystery.
Posted by: Richard Giannone | December 02, 2024 at 01:52 PM
very much looking forward to the new book. John Koethe is a lodestar, so he knows something about stars. I met him not long ago and was . . . starstruck, of course
Posted by: Bernard Welt | December 04, 2024 at 02:30 PM
This is so grounded. Very moving. Thank you.
Posted by: Phyllis Rosenzweig | December 07, 2024 at 11:12 AM