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Dominant Harmony
In that dream I pinched myself
and my father said No! You cannot wake by suffering.
So how will I wake? How will I know I‘m alive?
And how will you know me?
My father showed me:
bulky furniture covered with a tarp
he whisked away: a rented Bechstein.
I said: what shall I practice?
The scales, the voicings, the remote minor?
My father said: practice the dream and perform it.
All night I watched my hands trying to escape.
Breathless summer. Pollen hung in the no-breeze,
a dry pang high in the nostrils.
Outside the crickets were building an empire
itchy as the night sky.
The universe was a mumble of prompts:
Maestoso. Accelerando. Apartando.
Venus waited with pursed lips.
And my father listened critically,
legs crossed, two fingers against his cheek,
a tall man determined to take up no space,
his knees up to his chin—at last
a light came to the window. Dawn.
I had played it.
I had coaxed my little finger
to forget Narva, my cherished griefs,
my father fading in his frayed blue robe.
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D. Nurkse's twelfth poetry collection A Country of Strangers: New and Selected Poems was published by Knopf in 2022.
[note: Narva---competition in Estonia dedicated to the works of Polish composer Frederick Chopin.]
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Margaret Isabel Dicksee, The Child Handel Discovered by His Parents, 1893. Oil on canvas. H 91.5 x W 122 cm.
What a touch! An exquisite, inventive portrait. A micro novel. We all create/ inherit our own “cherished griefs.”
Posted by: Jeffrey Cyphers Wright | June 01, 2025 at 12:13 PM
OH MY GOSH I have loved this guy forever. He is the tower of Pisa..He's the top! Was on my show once 40 years ago. I'm so glad there's a new book from him. He says the right words to make us believe poetry is always always a miracle.
Posted by: Grace Cavalieri | June 01, 2025 at 12:35 PM
Outside the crickets were building an empire
itchy as the night sky.
Gawd what a beautiful poem. If I could write like that, well, you know, I'd sell my soul to any damn demon for that!
Thanks a million!
Posted by: Bill Nevins | June 01, 2025 at 12:43 PM
I'm with Grace. Remember receiving poems from him at Washington Review and being knocked out. As I am by this fine poem.
Posted by: Beth Joselow | June 01, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Beautiful poem…I love the line: “practice the dream and perform it.”…I think this is the first time I have read any of his poetry and will look into reading more!…Thank you Terence and once again, such a great choice and thank you D. Nurske!
Posted by: Sr. Leslie | June 01, 2025 at 01:41 PM
Thanks back to you, Leslie.
Posted by: Terence Winch | June 01, 2025 at 02:03 PM
I love this beautiful poem and the great artwork.
Posted by: Eileen Reich | June 01, 2025 at 06:15 PM
I love how as the story's happening we forget that it's a dream and then loop back to re-experience this miracle full of treasures like "a tall man determined to take up no space, / his knees up to his chin." Such a beautifully vivid smart poem by someone I'd never read before. Thanks Terence for once more showing us something great.
Posted by: Don Berger | June 02, 2025 at 06:49 AM
Don: thanks for the comment.
Posted by: Terence Winch | June 02, 2025 at 09:39 AM
This poem manages to capture the experience of a dream perfectly. The details. Dreams tend to be amazing in their detail. So is this poem.
Posted by: clarinda harriss | June 02, 2025 at 02:09 PM
“Practice the dream and perfect it” — a rare example of a poem that echoes in your head long after reading. And what Jeffrey Cyphers Wright said. Thank you, D. and Terence!
Posted by: David Beaudouin | June 03, 2025 at 04:41 PM
Beautiful poem by a wonderful poet!
Posted by: Kate Farrell | June 07, 2025 at 09:40 AM